“You number my wanderings; Put my tears into Tour bottle; Are they not in your book?” Psalm 56:8
What is inside the chambers of your heart weighing it down? How heavy are you going to allow your to get before you hand it over to the Lord? Our struggle seems hopeless, yet the Lord is the one who gives us grace to get through the struggle. He is waiting for you to open your and give Him the pain of your past, so He can help you walk a safe journey of healing & hope with Him, finding self worth once again. As you begin to search deep down inside of your heart, to the place which past pain resides, you will feel the presence of the Holy Spirit. He is a Gentleman and will not force your decision to surrender. He wants your whole so He can create in you a healed. The choice is yours. Your Heavenly Father wants to reconnect with you.
Going to the Lord and unloading your burdens, thoughts, and desires is not only refreshing-its Freedom! You no longer choose to hold onto the heaviness, as you surrender it to your Heavenly Father. He wants to take each tear you cry and in exchange He will give you forgiveness, peace, comfort, joy, love, compassion, a restful sleep, and so much more.. He wants you to shed all your tears and gives them to Him. The Lord knows what each tear consists of. Give Him your tears so He can give you comfort as you walk the hard steps of your healing. Each tear you give to Him He collects and saves, this shows you ho much He cares. He will return these tears back to you one day as blessings; turning your aching heart into healing joy! Give Him your tears. Tears wash over and cleanse the pain giving your heart a fresh start and heal the hurt from deep within.
He is there to give you a peace in your spirit, healing in your heart, as the Holy Spirit refreshes your soul. The Lord begins to guide you through emotional healing from past trauma. God is in control & begins to fill your with Hope as you pour it out to Him.. As you rely on your Heavenly Father to go hand in hand with you on your eager and yet cautious healing journey. He makes all brand new. Take the first step by surrendering it All, and His loving hand gives you the Grace needed to travel along the path He puts before you. His hand is open, will you take the first step?
The following is an excerpt from Brick By Brick Healing His Way A Devotional and Journal for Healing a Woman’s Heart. The devotion is titled, “Tears in a Bottle”. This book is a Women’s Healing Post Abortion Journey Book which allows emotional healing from past trauma, where finding forgiveness in abortion is all about finding forgiveness within God’s Grace.
Prayer: Father, put Your loving arms around me and help me dig deep inside to reconnect with you. i want to give you my pain in exchange for comfort and a journey of healing. Knowing You collect and save each of my tears shows me just how much You care. I know with confidence You will return them back to me one day. Turn my aching heart into healing joy.
Thought: “What will my tears, which Jesus will be putting into His bottle for me consist of?”
“They overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony…” Revelation 12:11a
Sharing your testimony is three-fold story. It is your heart being laid wide open and truth flowing out of the center of the root, the core coming out into the light, being set free for the first time. A close friend told me recently, our story is three-fold. As we talked, the Lord revealed important truths. It is Jesus’ blood that He already shed for us and thru His blood we have the Victory, we just have to take the risk and share our secret, be transparent with our brother/sister and learn how to walk in vulnerability. Being honest is what it is all about. When we share from our heart, it is freeing. We no longer are keeping our secret shoved deep inside, giving the enemy room to keep us bound. When we confess to one another our true selves and share our heart from deep inside where our hurt lies, our heart becomes lighter and we begin to walk in the freedom the Lord has for us. It is Jesus blood that gives us our victory. We just need to do what is necessary to claim it. Emotional healing from past trauma is not easy; yet finding forgiveness within God’s Grace and finding forgiveness in abortion is imperative. It is freeing and Healing His Way, Jesus’s way, is the only way in finding Self-Worth and becoming who God crested you to be.
The Word is, the Word of God and what is says about what Jesus came to do and the freedom He came to give us. It is about the forgiveness He gives us, the love He has for us and the purpose He has for our pain. We are not alone in this journey. Jesus walks this journey with us, guiding our steps and is ready to set us free. Our pain that we experienced is not in vain, it will be used for God’s glory. Though it is hard to see at the time while going through it, or thinking back to our past and having to relive it, so Jesus can begin to heal those places of hurt in our heart; know that our experiences will be used to help others heal and be shown how to walk their journey of healing also.
Their testimony is our story, our walk of healing, our journey to freedom, our claiming the victory that is waiting for us. It is us shedding hope to others that they too can begin to feel lighter in their heart, walk back to a painful past to walk forward to a fulfilled future; being used by our Heavenly Father to bring healing and hope to the helpless, to set the captives free that the enemy of their soul has kept bound. Our stories are all different, yet each one is significant in itself. Though we lived through it, survived the suffering, and have a wounded heart, God comes along and prepares our plans for a new beginning, a fresh start, a new life walking with Him in His presence. Though we may not be able to see the full plan Jesus has prepared for us, trust that He is walking this apprehensive, reluctant, perplexing journey with us and the Lord will be there to help keep us on the new path He has set before us. Walking in freedom with no chains from the past encompassing our heart, is for everyone. Jesus came to set the captives free, He came to heal the broken-hearted. Allow Him to dig deep and go into your heart where the ongoing agonizing pain your past is kept guarded, give Him your heart and feel the permanent peaceful healing He longs to give you. Share from your heart and reach for the victory. The Lord is waiting on you, are you ready to open up and share?